12
Mar/08
0

wow

haven't been on here in forever. i like vox better.

i'm snacking on some sweet tarts and hanging out with the dog.
life is so boring. i feel stuck.
i need to do something. i feel like i'm in limbo until school is over.
i'm not depressed, just not necessarily happy with things. just need to look to the future. or whatever. lol.

i got a job. i'm an assistant server at an upscale restaurant downtown. i have a crush on the bartender. i can't remember the last time i had a “crush”.

school is blahhhhh. i'm taking lame, easy classes this semester. they include yoga, theatre, music, computers, and writing for the media.

i think i might actually get all A's. that is if i don't slack off with all the easyness.

i miss my winter semester philosophy class. and pondering dreams and life after death and freud. i hated the essays. but the class was so interesting. interesting enough that i might change my minor to philosophy.

i voted for the first time in february. as a registered republican (cringe) i voted for dr. ron paul. but seeing as there is no way he'd get the republican nomination, i plan on voting for obama this upcoming november (that is if he beats hilary, which he better. i get a bad vibe from that woman).

ew sweet tarts are making me feel sick.

hamlet's doing great. we're taking puppy classes right now, and i feel like i have the right to brag about how absolutely wonderful he is doing. and don't tell the instructor, but we've been barely practicing. i think me and hamlet just have this connection, he just knows what i want him to do. lol. sounds funny.

i can't wait until everything is over with. things that i can't really talk about on here. things that don't directly concern me but definitely relate to me and will effect me in some way. these things include lawsuits.

i don't want my papa to go to jail…
it makes me so sad, i'm seriously almost in tears right now. he is going to be sentenced in may.

and my aunt thing.
no comment on that.

but those two things revolve around my everyday life.

i seriously want to study abroad. i don't care where, i just want to GO.
get away from family life.
not that my family isn't awesome, things are just not good.

i love my mommy.

and my daddy.
and i guess my brothers too.

lol.

i neeeed sleep.
and to stop eating sweet tarts. ugh.

well, i suppose i should get off here and sleep.
and drink some water to get the nasty sugary taste out of my mouth.