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I never have anything to say anymore.
Blehhhhhh.

I went to Denny's last night at 3AM with the BK crew. It was sooooo o osososososoosooo boring. And I was falling asleep right on my salad. I'm surprised I'm still alive after trying to drive home last night cause I was falling asleep!

But yeah. I almost forgot to say.. I got a new JOB.
At La Sierra Taqueria!!!!!! TACO UP?
I'm excited, but I'm actually having doubts..
I mean, I absolutely HATE working at BK. But I love 90% of the people I work with, and I'm going to miss seeing them all the time….
And, I'm pretty much leaving BK for a similar job with a few differences. At La Sierra I get to wear whatever I want to work, I'm allowed to keep my nose ring in, I get TIPS, the owner promised me raises if I'm doing well and I will work the same hours every week. Which pretty much means once I get my first schedule, I will always work those hours. Which is awesome! Also, they close at 9PM [9:30PM during the summer] which means that I won't ever have to work crazy-late hours ever again!
Okay, so I feel better now.. LOL. It's still depressing leaving BK though because it has been apart of my life for so long now. Which is all the more reason to leave now before I become attached LOL. BK SUCKS.
With my new job at La Sierra I can date who ever I want.
Only 6 days until I can tell the world my big, dark secret! Thank god to that too. Because it's becoming extremely hard to keep it!
Anyway! My last day at BK is March 4th!!!!!!!!

today is good

Today is one of those days where you just wake up and you're happy for no reason. I was like all sociable and stuff today, it was just wonderful. Well maybe I exaggerate, but still . I made it to school on time, I did nothing the first two periods except for listen to my beloved iPod, wrote pretty good essays in Government, searched for Gel at lunch [but I don't think she was at school today] and ended up going to the Environmental Science club [only cause Ben reminded me], and during my actual Env. Sci. class me- BenZ and Xee [i thinkk?] put the finishing touches on our recycling plan. Was quite boring actually. But nonetheless, I'm happy. Which is totally weird!!!! Because the circumstances of this week should have automatically made it a bad day!! Oh well. I guess you can't predict everything.
Ew, I'm drinking water and all this icky crap is floating around… back wash, gross!

I got my taxes back!!! 247 bucks! Yeahhh! I can't believe I haven't put it in the bank yet.. lol.

But yeah, this week has sucked so bad kjlkasfjdsldfj.
Coffee Creek called on Monday and wanted to hire me. And he was supposed to call me back about scheduling an interview later on that day, but he never did! Loserr! But anyway, I just called Coffee Creek right now and the girl that answered the phone told me that she would let him know that I called. So there is still hope, hopefully.. I also went to an interview at Starbucks on Monday. THAT SUCKED BIGGG TIME! I was so depressed on Monday. The interviewer kept on asking me weird questions that I had no answers to.. I was likeee “uhhhhhhhhhhhh, I dunno?”. Just really sad and pathetic….
Then on Tuesday my [sorta, but yet not really at all] love and I officially -officially broke it off. Life sucks. I already have another forbidden love lined up, but I'm kind of embarrased about it. Because it involves someone that asked me out before, and I said no. But we've become really good friends since October, I would have to say he's become borderline best friend. I just know someone will make fun of me if they find out though =/. Hopefully that person won't [coughcoughdanicoughcough]. But also hopefully that person won't tell any other persons. Because that would be bad. Cause I've already gotten in trouble with just being friends with this person. So don't make fun of me. Or anything. You probably won't even read this, and I won't tell you about this unless you do. So yeah.

Anyway, I really have to go put that check in the bank!!

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There is something wrong with my Mom. She always gets this shot so she doesn't get her period, but about three weeks ago now she got her period. And she had it for about two weeks until she called her doctor and only after being suscribed[whoah i spelled that wrong] medicine did it go away. But today it came back, and really heavy. It makes me worried

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TODAY WAS EW.
I mean not. But yes.
Uhm.
Soo today I wakeddd up.
And went to school. Fredeking's class was lameee. I finished my essay so I wouldn't have to worry about it over the weekend [yay to that!] and tried to finish the readings for Government. Newspaper was lameeeee too. I spent the entirety of it trying to finish my readings for Government and finishing my notecards for the quizz. I also got my stupid articles I have to write. I get to do the horoscopes and I have to write about a national news event. Should be easy. Hopefully. Government quiz was actually quite easy even though I didn't really have very good notecards. I hope I got an 'A' cause I have a damn 78% in that class. I want STRAIGHT A'S. I have neverrrr had straight A's before and I WANT IT. LOL. Freshman year I got sooo close with all A's and one B+ buttt yeah. So anyway. I spent lunch finishing up my lameeee outline for Enviromental and studing the stupid O-P words. For the O-P words quiz I didn't know seven out of the 38 questions so that's a B. Kind of disappointing since I'm trying to go for the straight A thing. I currently have an 86% in there. In env. we also took our little “field trip” and picked up our air pollution experiment cards that we left around campus. Very not exciting, but it was better than sitting in class. I have a good question, how do you know which than/then to use?? That always confuses me..

My allergies have been acting up lately because of this great weather we've been having. My mom made an appointment with a new doctor [because my old one was stupid] but I have to have a physical before they can prescribe me any medicine. And the earliest they can get me in is March 6th. BLEHHH. I will be dead by then.. My throat and nose are sooo itchy- give it another week or two without medicine and I will be sneezing every other second and will have the burden of annoying watery eyes. If I would have known my allergies would be starting this early I would have made an appointment earlier.
So after school today I went to Longs and got myself some 15 dollar allergy meddicne. It probably won't work because usually the only stuff that works is the nose spray stuff. But it might make my allergies better, which is good .

After Longs I went to Coffee Creek and Strings and asked about jobs and they both said I needed a resume. So I actually went home and WROTE one. By the time I left the house to go drop those off I only had about 45 minutes left until I had to be at work so I brought my clothes with me and got gas, put my check in the bank and dropped off the resumes. I think I have a pretty good shot at getting the job at Coffee Creek because the girl that was working seemed so happy that I came back so quickly with my resume. We actually talked for like five minutes and she told me how one employee just quit and some other person just put their two weeks notice in. So it seems as if I made verrry good timing lol.

Work went by fast. I didn't really do much… me and Dani played tictactoe over in the drive-thru area instead of working. It was fun lol. Nisha sent me home early because .. he felt like it I guess lol. Nisha is such a retard. He locked his keys in the office and we actually had to get Matt to get on the ladder, move a ceiling tile, lean into the ceiling and over the office with a stick to try to open the door. Lameeeeeee lol. It was hecka funny cause when Matt moved the ceiling tile hecka shit fell right into Nisha's eyes [okay maybe it wasn't that funny] and we had to put a zillion eye drops in his eye and stuff. I felt bad, but I still laughed because I'm mean.

Sooo then I came home. And here I am.
I work at four tomorrow which should be just lovely. Then Dads house on Sunday and shopping on Monday and then back to school on Tuesday. And then my Valentine surprise?? Ahh I can't wait!! The suspense is killing meeeee…

you walked away from me.

I'm so bored with my life right now. It seems like I do the same thing every day, and it's getting old. No one ever invites me anywhere anymore and I'm just left here to rot.
My days usually consist of the following: I wake up, go to school, come home, do homework, go to work [if i'm scheduled], eat and sleep. And even when I am doing stuff that varies from my daily routine, it's still… routine. Because there is nothing to do in Modesto but go to the movies or go bowling. I hang out with the same people that I have since I've moved here. And I love my friends, but, I just need something different. Something exciting. I want to be spontaneous and loud. I want to live.