May/050
37871
man. i am bored. and i am not looking forward to going to work today. at all.
i need to read. badly.
and study.
thank god… only 9 days left.
why must teachers put all the pressure on at the last minute?
May/050
37186
So. I finally got the memory on my laptop upgraded. To the max. Oh yeah. 1 GB.
I haven't really seen much difference yet. But then again all I have done is turn on the laptop, and then come here. lol. I don't know. I spent 94 bucks for one 512, and 250 bucks all together. I had to get two 512's because I originally only had two slots and two 256's. So if anyone needs two 256's I'm giving them away 
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I filled out job applications for Vans and Buckle. I really don't want to work at Buckle, but it seems better than BK. I think I would prefer to work at Vans. I would have filled out more applications but, I was lazy. Of course LOL.
So anyway. I'm gonna mess around with the laptop!
May/050
36866
i absolutely hate my life sometimes!
and my english partner.
i have no idea what we are presenting, and it is tomorrow. i called her and she assured me that she did all the work and that all i have to do is show up. BUT I DON'T WANT TO DO THAT. i wanted to have some part in our project.
it seems like everyone doesn't trust me for some reason. from work to school to just random crap. it makes me feel entirely worthless and kind of like people know something that i don't know. like especially work today. it was soo bad. it makes me want to quit on the spot. everywhere i go people find something wrong with what i'm doing. why can't people just let me BE? let me do what i want- i can make wise decisions and i don't always need people with me. LIKE JAZMINE. she practically had a hissy fit today because i didn't want her to walk with me to the soda machine. i'm sorry, but i do have the capability to go somewhere without your assistance. i won't die by being alone. really. i actually enjoy doing things by myself.
ugh. whatever.
May/050
36791
I feel so.. not good about myself.
I only went to school once this week. And I just found out that I still have a D in math. Because of missing tests and assignments. Um excuse me. But I turn in EVERYTHING. Its not my fault if you lose it. And the tests thing, is because I missed two tests when I was absent. I will make them up. I have never gotten a D in a class before. Ohhh I will die of shame if that gets printed on my report card.
I will be at school next week though. Because I will be better then!